blahz!~i'l be able to get into tj only if they moderate for me lahz! please moderate lahz! why they did also dun wanna moderate?!?!?! only moderate english and combine humanities?!?!?den wad abt the rest?!?!?! they cant do this to me.. blahz!~ but actually i thot tt i wld get a 18 lahz.. but now..heez..its betta..so shld be happy enuff.. but haiz..i needa work harder for Os manz! i;m competeing with all the good schools ah!~ =X
blahz..scanniong sum shit..sigh!!!~ so bored..waiting for seven to come.. hurry 7.. hurry come!~
arGH!! so irritating! my father lahz.. he keeps saying..hiyo..dun worry lahz.. just go nj lahz..just go nj..just go.. whaa.. like so easy to go ar.. wha laoz! qwuite irritated lahz.. he thinks too much.. my sister cldnt get in for her prelims..den he expects me to go lahz!! i know its good.. but excuse me..with my shitty results now..i doubt it lahz.. and wha laoz!! he keeps saying and nagging as tho its so easy! its not..so i dunno wad to do..i dun like pple to tell me wad to do..to plan my life..i dun need tt..this is my life.. its ok..i'll manage it sumhow even if i were manage it disastrously.. yes..i know you gave me this life.. but its MINE now.. blahXz~
i feel quite bad to disaPPOint him lahz.. i';m sucha disappointment k.. my paternal uncles and aunties think i wiont be able to make it.. i'll be going to poly or sumthing..i wanna prove them wrong.. but argH!!~i've yet to tell them my results.. wait till i tell them..think everybody cant sleep manz..i only told my sister lahz..den she's kinda busy with her won stuff also.. with these kinda results..i dun even know where to go manz! wha laoz!! i dun wanna go Cj lahz! think wad...arGhH!~
so troubled..
and bloody kc got no moderations.. how can!??!?!
limmie just msged..think she;s quite nice afterall..tho she cant teach..but yah..she's quite sweet lahz.. hahaha! she sent: there's still room for improvement. i will be conducting remedial lessons for those who failed amaths. the target is to pass a maths.. amaths is very impt! tho i think she cant tyeach for nuts..buit fot this..think i'll try even harder lahz... muahahahah!~ haiz.,.actually i;'m quite happy with my amaths results.. muahahah! tho i failed AGAIN..but at least i iomproved by 16 marks!!!hahaha!tt's quite alot ok!! muahahahah! haiz! i wont ever give up maths lahz!! really..i'll still wanna do maths at jc.. heez! tho i think i'll suck at it.. muahahahah! =PpP
haix..think i better get off the com and do sumthing manz! like study sumthing.. do MATHS!!hahahah! so hmmmz~ dun think i'll come online so ofgten anymore..there's only 1mth left.. berbyez blog.. u may be dead for a few weeks.. sobXz~
blahz.. oh.. happytree friends got back ALL their episodes!!!!!!!!!hahahah! u al;l better go ands see before they delete it again!! hurry up!!! must see!! its darn funny..tho gruesome lahz..click at the link "sadistic stuff|".. its a MUST!!! muahahahahahah! =PpP i like eye candy manz..anbd happy trails.. and all the ones with the ant eater!! muahahahah!lurve tt ant eater manXz!! woohOoOoOoOo!~
today;s the last day for forbidden city.. my sister went already!! feel so sad!!hahaha! hope it sucvks.. den i wun feel so lousy.. muahahahh! i'll force my sis to say tt it sucks.. muAHAHhahahah!
ms zulaiha is so irritating!! she expects me to tell the whole class in one day to bring their chem book!! wha laoz! tink i haf all their numbers ar? think i so free izzit? and what the hell..its her fault tt she din remidn the class to birng on mon..denb she ask me to do this kinda shit.. wha laoz!! think wad!!! irritating!!!! =X
You're an ENFP
ENFP>
What's there to say about you? You're an initiator of change and are keenly in tune to possibilities... you're enthusiastic, and it's contagious...you're tireless in the pursuit of newfound interests... You can anticipate the needs of others, and offer them needed help and appreciation. You bring zest, livelihood, and fun to all aspects of your life...
You're agreeable, sociable, outgoing and like to imagine yourself in the future... who will you marry? what type of work will you do? where will you live? All questions you ask yourself...you like to keep your options open...you're imaginative...curious...you prefer to understand than judge..
You see endless possibilities. You hate to be boxed into anything -- like a career -- for life...so you hesitate and resist making decisions...always look for new and novel...
You like a learning environment where the teacher takes a personal interest in you...You're motto might be: "There's always a better way or a better answer.."... when you're committed to something, you are enthusiastic to the point of preaching to the whole world about it (...like the Storm Palace?)
Your style of organization is... well, personalized. Others don't really see you as organized, though, do they? YOU know what's where, and there's a "method to your madness," huh?
You have a hard time separating work from leisure, since you have fun while you work. You're always on the lookout for new things... you like learning with others, so you'll invite 'em to join you at films, plays and classes.
When you fall in love, you study the other person in every way. The one you fall in love with is "the best ever" a lot, huh? Sheesh. But others feel unconditionally loved by you ....you fall head over heels and get in love FAST. You are charming...full of vitality...you treat others with sympathy, gentleness, and warmth...
Last part: watch out for losing your focus 'cause you wanna try too many ideas at the same time... you don't prioritize, so you can overload...also, because you're just a fun-loving animal, you might not complete important work and basic responsibilities...
ENFP: "Every day, New Fantastic Possibilities"
i dunno wad to type today.. so blahz.. off to sleep..at last i finish with all the acanning.. zzZzZzZzZz!~
look at the time now..whaaa...at last i got my scanner working..at first it went berserk manz..den i reinstalled evreythig like more than 10 times..den dunno why..cldnt lahz..den i suddenyl realised that i can actually scan using aniother method at ard 11+..tt';s so late already..but i knew i cldnt just leave everything like tt..its so mean..den how are we gonna make the yrbook tml.. hiyo..waiting for tt thing to rpint finish..use so much ink..but its nice lahz..i think..hahah!dun dare to see..later like shuit..ok fine..i'll peep..incase its disgusting..hahaha!!
the balloons caused 2 big blisters on my fingers k..no its lkike hardened skin..darn disgusting..alwaes cut it off..but it grows back..will upload the pic into my photo album tml lahz.. gtg sleep manz..waking up at 830 lehzz..hiyo.. i like my MIDI filE.. canon in D, CT TWEETY AND FT KITTY!!!!hahaha! just think its nice after listening it to a few zillion times..for like 3 hours..hahahah! =PpP
changed the layout of my blog a few days back, hoping that life will get simpler..but look wads happening..
things are getting more complicating.. wad u think might help sdumbody is actually causing so much trouble.. having too many secrets suck..sumtimes just feel that blahz..i'm suffocating ar..dunno wad to do..so helpless, so blank..
hate the world??!?!?!but i wun be that dumb to kill myself.. wad."i see blood to know tt i'm still alive.." no comments on that..~
so many things are so unpredictable..things are never the same,.,. never will time turn back..even if u regret now..isnt it all too late?!u just haf to look forward..and not be restricted by yr past..how pathetic..this's life..how many pple actually dont regret wad they do?read wad SM Lee Kuan Yew said..he said tt he doesnt regret wadeva he did..becos every decison he made was carefully thot abt.. hmmz..but how many pple can actually be like him?<10 ba..
hmmz..i forgot wad i wanted to say..darned!~
haiz..got back physics and bio..sum how very disapointed with bio lahz..i studied quite alot for tt..i din study physics as much..but i did better for physics..dunno wad kinda brain i haf..i've alwaes been doing better for physics..but for this dumb prelims..i go emphasise on bio..how silly...hmmz..think i better stop playing..decided to start studying tml night..heez..dunno if i'll make it lahz..knowing lazy me..but i';ll try at least..=)
i wanna go JC lahz..its a more direct route to U..one outta 4 will get a degree nxt time..i wanna be the one..its difficult..chris says i must haf faith in myself..but sumtimes i know myself..i know wad i can..no point aiming so far when u cant even make it.. hao gao wo yuan..tt's stupid..so yah..obviously i'll try my best..
this i promise i'll study hard and efficiently from now onwards..doing all the exam papers tt i got...
PROMISE!!
TAKE HOLD OF EVERY MOMENT
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:
"This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package."
He unwrapped the box and starred at both the silk paper and the box.
"She got this the first time we went to New York, 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on. Was saving it for a special occasion.
Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing's he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said:
"Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion".
I still think those words changed my life.
Now I read more and clean less.
I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.
I spend more time with my family, and less at work.
I understood that life should be a source of experiences to be lived up, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day. I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, if I feel like it.
I Don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it whenever I want to. The words "Someday..." and "One Day..." are fading away from my dictionary. If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I want to see, listen or do it now. I don't know what my friend's wife would have done if she knew she wouldn't be there the next morning, this nobody can tell. I think she might have called her relatives and closest friends.
She might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels. I'd like to think she would go out for Chinese, her favourite food. It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time had come.
I would regret it, because I would no longer see the friends I would meet, letters... letters that I wanted to write "One of this days".
I would regret and feel sad, because I didn't say to my brothers and sons, not times enough at least, how much I love them.
Now, I try not to delay, postpone or keep anything that could bring laughter and joy into our lives.
And, on each morning, I say to myself that this could be a special day.
Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.
If you got this, it's because someone cares for you and because, probably, there's someone you care about.
If you're too busy to send this out to other people and you say to yourself that you will send it "One of this days", remember that "One day" is far away... or might never come...
just came back from the pirates of the carribean.. its a nice show, that's no doubt.. its quite funny lahz..was kinda laffing thru out the whole thing..but its not those crazy sort.. u know my crazy sort.. its not..cos thr theatre is kinda full and SMALL...so they may happen to know who is that idiot..so i kept it low.. muahahahah!before i cld finish lafdfing abt sumthing..another funny nthing happened..so hmmz..just cldnt stop giggling.. haha!guess i;m mad... blahz..it's really a good movie.. i wonder how's italian job.. hmmmz..was deciding wad to watch.. decided pirates.. dunno why.. laaa~
results are coming back tml..dunno why.. just feel that i wun do well..was in town..looking at all the CJC pple.. i was quite worried..thinking wad if i cant even get into cJ..den how!??!sumtimes i feel i deserve it lahz.. but i did study..i wasnt really that slack..i studied..i did tys..it was fine..till i saw the qns..my confidence was shattered.. gRrRrrAaaaaAAH!!!!why like that!???!?! going to get back my results tml lahz.. they say that there wun be much moderations..i know we cant rely on moderations.. but its PRELIMS ar..it determines where i'm goinmg for the first t3 mths.. its all over..but i just cant help feeling so worried..i feel more stressed now than before the exams lahz.. i dun wanna face my results..was packing my bag..and i made sure i put in sum tissue.. just to prepare lahz..in case..
i feel so lost lahz..i dunno why..things dun seem to be right..everything is wrong..i wanna run away and hide.. but hide wherE?!?!?the earth is so big..but there's no space for me to hide..how ironic..i'm even lost in this virtual world lahz..wha laoz!!just feel so blank..cant help but haf negative thoughts.. grrRrRrRr!
feeling so confused..i dunno wad to type..
You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love."
You're more than a little world-weary, but also
intelligent and you keep your head when things
get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite
drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get
in the way sometimes.
Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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omg!!!i feel so evil!!i took a picture of my bro slewepign and stored it..muahahaha!den i showed my sister lahz..my mean sister..being that mean her..she showed my father manz!!whaa laoz..she said:" EVIDENCE!!!" den my bro nearly got scolding..luckily i saidf only forawhile...otherise he;ll realy get it..dun u feel that i'm so nice uh!!?!? muahahahahah! =PpP
doing chem mcqs..since the morning..i did only 15qns..hahah!dunno wad i doing also..slacking..watched tv, played the com, took out my toys and take picture, figured out how tt phone works, spied on my bro, tok bullshit..
oh..i wanna watch spy kids 3 tho its lame..but sumtimes lame shows are nicer than those stupid shows like those lame vampire shows.. muahahahah! =PpP
yoohOoOO!! no school today!! didn go excape..wanted to sms chris and confirm..but didnt..dunno why..think she's pissed.. but haiz..i am too..so too bad lahz!=X
home is quite boring with no tv shows.. wanted to watch sum vcds..but i cldnt find any interesting ones..only sum mad ghost show..den its looks stupid lahz..den wad if its so scary tt i'll get scared? so better not..i'd rather be bored..so here i am.. online again..trying to haf sum photo album..cos i think it'll be disgsuting to haf pics on my blog with this new look!muahahahaha!hmmz..bored.. needa study chem lahz..but not in the mood..think i play too much..disrupted my momentum!!muahahahaz~
oh..think i sprained my wrist while sleeping..hahah!I cant go wriost rotation!!muahahah! was just doing cos this person on tv did it..so i just tried to copy him lahz..den hiyo!!i realise i cant do!!so amazing!!i din even know i sprained it..weird uh!??!?!
haiz..i'm so bored..amybe i'll just watch that ghost show later..hahah! sianz manz!! i better play all i can ar..in case i'll get so overwhelmed with sadness..den manz!!no mood to play already!! soBxz!!~
blahXz!! shoo!!pessimistic thoughts!!!! gRRrRrrr!!
oh yah..i fianlly found the script for sum password shit lahz..so hmmz..in one week's time, if that bloody hell link is still not removed..i'll just haf sum password shit..hahah!den at that time..all those fools who haf got no frens will just die.. muahahah! no access..see they link wad..actuyally they stillcan link horz.. but at least they dun read my thots.. bunch of losers.. fakers..posers!!! =X
hiyah..nt going escape liaoz..sad manz...
what the shit..
haiz..things can change so fast.. for a moment we were so enthusiastic..
but the next we were all dead..
wad's this? haiz..
lalalalalalalalalalalalal!!! my prelims are kinda over.. ok lahz.. gort chem mcqs on thursdae.. but at least they are over.. hmmmz..i've gort lotsa things to tok abt manz!! wha laoz!! feel so happy... but haiz.. i feel angry and pussed and worried at the same time.. hiyOOOO!! dunno lahz..... this is wad we call gan kai wan duan..
hmmmz..the prelims are gonna be over..meaning my results will be back.. being that vice CEO of THE ESCAPISTS(contact me if u wanna join), i dun wan my results back lahz.. i'd rather avoid it as long as possible.. i dun wan such nonsense.. i hate disappointments lahz.. think i worker really quite hard..i mean not very hard for this prelims.. but i can say..i've really tried.. i dun wan any disappointments.. it determines where i'm going for the fiorst 3 mths of 2004!!! i mean huh!??!?! can u imagine if i stay at home???!?!?!?!? i dun wan.. for this.i wan to be WITH the crowd.. i dun mind the crowds....
hmmmz..all the teachers are quite dissapointed ar.. heard lahz..
Ms tan said she's darn angry and disappointed in us for bio...den she said she's not gonna moderate for us..den omg!! how!?!?1 i actually counted on bio l for science lehz...
Mrs siva said she's darn angry with us for social..she said tt we din follow her method for sourcebased.. hmmmz..i wondering.. wads' her methoid.. actually i think i deserve it..i never ever listen to social studies one.. hahaha! alwaes toking..its alwaes chris and i who're making noise durin social..cos she doesnt know our names.. den cant call us.. hahaha! so hmmmz..quite bad lahz.. but haiz..too bad..
mrs lim said tt half the class gort distinction for physics.. but i dun haf much confidence in it..tho she said nobody failed..i think it'll still be sucky..and i dun think i'm contribute to the distinctions lahz...
haiz..den still gort wad..i think i'm a goner for amaths.. actually i'll be happy if i pass it.. but obviously i'll wan sumthing betta.. cos i spent the most time on amaths.. its not tt i dun wanna work hard and put in effort.. but if i were to fail or wad shit again..i really duno wad to do.. and i'm so so so so sure that limshit will make me drop it.. really.. she told me that umpteen times.. and i alwaes end up teary after that.. i dun wan pple to look down on me and think i cany make it..if i cant make it..i thnk i'll know lahz.. as a teacher, she shld encourage pple.. tyr to motivate u and make u interested in maths.. and not discourage me from it...tt's wad i feel abt teachers.. to each his own of course..
hmmz..feel quite pathetic after all that feedback lahz.. like omg!! my first three mths may be just ruined my all thses sicko numbers.. how can our lives be ruled my numbers manz!??!!? how can??!?!?!
hmmz..went to collect my e365 phone today..was actually thinkjing if i shld collect it.. if not they'll just donate it to the charity lahz.. was thinking and thinking..delaying the time to collect it..dunno wad to do..cos its afterall not mine..but i srtill collected it in the end lahz.. offered it to m father.. he din wan it.. so hmmz.. fine lo..i'll ask my sister later lahz.. hahaha! think tt greedy shit will wan it.. hahahah!haiz.. tt mad shit..still not home.. make me tok to wall only!! dunno go where..hmmmz.. actuually to be truthful.. muahahaha! i collected the fone cos i wana go out tml.d.en i thot if i were to offer him the fon..den maybe his mood will be kinda betta..den will allow me to go out? hahah! so yah.. actually he allowed me to go even w/o offering the phone..so i think my act was useless lahz.. but bet i made his day lahz.. muahahahah! *angelic*
both chris and i sat at coffffeaaaa bean today for i think ard 3 hours.. maybe 2.5 lahz.. hahaha! we toked nonsense..and about qite alot of stuff.. hshahaha! its like so amazing ar.. we toked abt almost everything under the sn.. hahahah! so exciting..atr first we were so bored.. sitting at far east plaza in fornt of the new zealand oice cream stall.. we sat there for like 40 mins i think..den whaaa.. i suddely say sum ice cream with half price thingy..den was sio happy..cos i was craving for haagen at tt time.. but lazy to walk off to get it lahz.. whaaa..we walked there and realised that the offer was only till 1.. and we were sitting there for so long..and we missed it by 5mins! how pathetic! told chris and thot we'll just ac6t dumb and pretend tt we forgot the time..den i asked:" is the offer stilll on?" and tt stupid salesgirl was like:" oh..its after one!!" what the hell..so unfeeling..cant even let these 2 pathetic students who missed only by 5mins to eat a cone of icecream...she's so unfeeling..cant stabd it.. after tt we passed by 7-11..thot i cld at least get a MR softee at least.. and guess wad.. Mr softee was still sleeping.. bloody hell.. how unlucky!!!! oh. we kept seeing this lame butch ar..she;'s so childish..but she looks like a boy lahz.. hahaha! she';s really so childish..it like so preimarty school sort..dfen they alwaes end up in fornt of us no matter wad.. den whaa.we kept laffing..den i was quite worried tt she may think we like her or sumthing..so stupid.. lame pple..
we'w going escape tml..think only chris and i lehz..feel so patheticthnk we;ll just cancel it in the end lahz..cos its only the 2 of us..how pathetic!!!but still its quite lame lahz..like omg!!! how lame.. how can 2 pple go escape!?1?1? tt's so pathetic!! hiyo!! den we're gonna scare the burfdae girl tml manz..and she;s got tuition on her burfdae.. if i were her, i wld haf concelled it.. but this shows her priorities!! good ar!!! must learn from her.. bought her stupid stuff.. muahahahah! will tell u wad we bought.. in case sumbody happened to read it and tell her..den no more surprise! oh shit..i'm suppose to mak her a card!! oh manx!!! haiz,..think i better finish with this fast!!! sigh!! io really wanna go escaoe! think i betta die manz!! hiyo!!! shit manz!!!
oh.. just wanna say that.. i think every man will haf an affair next time.. i mean majority.. but come to think of it.. i think everybody will just haf one lahz.. its like a neceesity in men's life manz!! its just whether u discover it or not.. it's just luck.. if they dun wanna let u know..there'll be about a 70% of the wife not knowing.. if the wives know..den they must be feeling guilty abt it.. haiz..they're all jerks or wad..so many pple having affairs nowadaes.. my cute neohews are like gonna suffer so much.. my cousin really deserves a slap on his face lahz.. how can he actually do tt to his wofe who actually goes all the way to msia to buy milk powder to sdave money for him uh?!?1? he dun understand one lehz.. but he claims tt we dun uinderstand hom.. the fact tt he;'s having an affair already shows tt he;s wrong.. wad more can he argue!! his affair is bad enuff!!!! jerks..
oh.. i relaisded how expensive milk powders ar.. now i know why izzit so hard to raise a kid manz!! its so expansive!! $10+ is the cheapest already lehz..den its like the lousy kind.. as parents, obviously they'll wan the best for their kids.. so i think evertybody will buy the expensive one.. hich is like $14.. wha laoz!! so expensive manz.. and it can just finiosh in 2 weeks.. how fast!! den hiyo!! alot of money lehz..den the diapers.. and the mothers try hard to sdave every single cent by going to msia to buy sum milk powder.. and all these jerks out there are just enjoying themselves with another girkl in their arms.. wads this manz!??! is this really life?!?!?!?
i dun understand!!!
haiz.. and hmmmz..this is sumthing i needa clarify manz.. that person who just link to my blog to gain sum popularity by having so much links ar..u better wake up yr ideas lahz.. u tink its so easy to gain popularity? den wad are those presidents and singers or actors or whoever who tries so hard to impress the crowd with their capaBILTIES.. and here u are..trying to link to ple's blog wothout their permissions.. i mean ok lahZ..u DUN need permissions to link to a blog.. but al least u can figure it out by yrself wgether harloe i'm yr fren..if not..den i tink u better takwe ti out lahz.. the number of links will not detrmine yr popularity!!andf ok lahz.. maybe they're just outta conveniece's sake... but at least ask for permission..i may say a yes if u asked..cos its quite hard to reject a person for me..aniwaez..i seriously tink that u shld not link to a person's blog w/o the owner;s permission lahz..and hmmz..i;m still wondering why i'm in oe of yr links..cos i think i dun even tok to u..maybe i do smile..but i think its just outta courtesy lahz.. i mean i see ya everyday.. so obviously i cant be that mean lahz.. hiyah!!you kow wad i;m tokjing abt? act i doubt u'll read thisd..but in case lahz..i;m noit quite happy with yr attitude towards certain matters.. yr influence especially..think u better wake up yr ideas.. serious manz... actuyally i think u are sucha loser..u hafta link to frens whom u dun tok to.. tt shows how pathwtioc u are.. i pity u.. pooor soul... but u deserve it...
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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its pouring like crazy out there even though the sun's shining like crazy!!its so weird..i closed all the windows..hahah! den i feel like i'm in a box.. without any ventilation.. muahahahah!!
i'm all alone at home..everybody went to my grandma's house..and i'm staying home to study chem and amaths.. sigh.. hmmz..decided to come online before i hit my books.. dunno why..the first thing i did when i entered my room was to on my com.. MUAHAHAHA! den i went to bathe...
aniwaez..its a good start today!!!wheeeee!!!!so many silly things happened horz?!?!?muahahahaha!!so interesting..~
eh..i took out the tagboard and decided to use the blogout thingy..so hmmmz..leave msgs there lahz..think there's no word limits also.. better i guess... then this blog will look nicer like this lahz.. without those boxes.. oh.. rmb yesterday the picture was gonme?!?!? i went to metoyou.co.uk to steal this picture.. hahaha! wanted sum others.. but think next week or sumthing.. not quite free.. hahaha! supposed to he studying wad.. decided to get off at 1230..
hmmmz.. 3 more days.. and my dumb prelims are over!!muahahahajha! cant wait.. at least i can enjoy for a day or so....i really gort not enuff sleep...my mummy says i gort dark rings?!?!??!?! *&%^%#%$)(*... i cant believe it.. den my sis said prelims pple are like tt onez... yea ritez lahz..
so bored.. all alone at homey... its so stuffy... dunno if the rain stopped..
it better...
i'm gasping for oxygen!!!!! =X
oh..there's this mad thing sumwhere in my house..it beeps every 5 mins or sumthing..i cant find it... like sum alarm clock.. weird lehz.. cant find.. all the alrm clocks are off wad... =X
oh..i wanna go forbidden city this sunday..its only $25 for students for a $50 dollar seat.. dunno if pple wanna go..chris said yesh.. but i've yet to ask the rest!! i wanna go lehz!!! i better put it in my agenda~ i still wanna go escape... plabXz!~
bloody hell..forgot to save that picture yesterday..adn now its gone..blooody shit!!wha laoz!!cant even wait for one day ar?? hmmmz.. just woke up...feel so dead..'ve been sleeping the whole afternoon..bet the world was doing maths and chem.. hahaha! shit manz.. haiz.. going off for dinner soon..decided to cum online and check out my blog..den wad a surprise!!my bear's gone!!! hiyOo!!
hnmmmz.chinese was....alright i guess..think my compo may be a little biut outta point or umthing..hahah! din really answer to the qn i think.but everybody wrote sumthing like mine also.. hmmmz.. dunno.. i need that 1 for chinese manz.. hiyooo!!nvm..itws ok.. i better concentrate on my fave AMATHS and CHEM.. hahaha! my worst subjs manz.. wish me all the luck in the world ar..thanks..
laalalalalalala... hmmmz.. got to go liaoz.. my father is outta the batroom.. oh.. my mother told me alot of her secrets... now i really now that all men are jerks.... sigh---feel so sad for all the married ladies in the world... =XxX
i changed my blogskin!!!!yay!!!no more dobby...
wheeeee..at last its a friday..at least i can enoy abit.. nearly forgot tt i got chinese tml k..until i was mending my agenda..was happy online...shit manz..no wonder nobody online.. now i know.. hahaha! hmmz..actually i dun feel so scared lahz..though i've not written chinese words for a long time.. ok.maybe i did.. but hmmz..not those chim sort.. haiz..was still playing and changing my blogskin...so nice now ar..so satisfied with it.. like simpler.. nto so complicating wiht so many things.. and i like tt me to you bear..so pooor thing ar.. tattered and torn..was brainstorming for words manz.. hahaha!!
so many things are over.. left with a few pap0ers only..think i'll survive lahz.. today's emaths's paper's quyite hard...and i realised i just made a careless mistake.. bloody hell!!!stupid mistake...tt kind is primary school pple make one.. bloody hell.. haiz.. nvm..its ok.. i shall go study chinese now..later get bullshit results..den tt's the end of my L1R5...oh..i've decided not to be so mbitious..i'm happy to get a 12 manz.. hahaha!but my sister says tt 12 will be hard to get into top5... still hanging on to my dream...and hmmz...i'm thinking i'll do better in arts.. look at the subjs tt i'm ysing for L1R5..most of them are arts-sy sort... but arts cant do much in the future.. blahz.. dunnno lahz..
headache manz... hiyO!!
ok ok..think i better chiong off..
it's getting dark...
my sleeping time is near...
hoooorayy!!!!
hmmmz..i;m ONLINE!!!! fwahahahahah! so hapy.. actually becos the papers were fine lahz.. muahahahah! emaths was fine surprisingly..thot i was gonna die yesterday.. had fever manz!!! it was burning.. i really thot i nwas dying..it's been long since i had fever.. like maybe a few years.. hahahah! hmmmxz.. the papers are fine today.. i use 3/4 of my pen for the dumbasss lit.. stupid shit.. they told us that its darn hard.. made me so scared...almost gave up while studying.. luckily i didnt..otherwise i'll be regretting at the moment.. hahahah! feeling so happy.. its soooo much betta than yesterday..
my head was pounding..
it was gonna explode.. *i swear i cld feel it*
was on the verge of crying on my way home..it was too pain...
i nearly died..
hmmmz..came home and my mummy was super duper nice..
she told me to stop studying already..
i mean which parent will do that... which parent will ask they child to stop studying!?!?!
she forced me to eat that dumb panadol..i refused..in case i die in the exam hall cos i gort no panadol..
muahahahah!!no reliance on medicine for me.. its bad..
hmmmz..she said sumthing so cool: u study so much also no point..later u go crazy..den wads the point of being so knowledgeable?!?!?! hahaha!i totally agree with it manz..
haiz.. but of corse if u dun study.. den how can?! there's still a possibility of being smart but not crazy.. so i wun wanna miss that chance.. hahaha!!
its prelims..think wad...CA ar.. i realised i'm really silly.. i mean i've been silly for the past few yrs...stuydy so much also no point..wad really matters is this ONE...!!! the currrent one!!hahahah!
yoohOoOOo!! i didnt go school!! just finished typoing ferly's thingy..wanted to scna.. but hmmmz.. my scanner went nuts manz.. so irritatated.. aniwaez.. yah.. i finished typing lahz.. feeling some sort of satisfaction.. hahaha! hmmmz.. sianz!!! was reading the secret sharer the whole of the morning..and finally understood the story after a few mths.. hahaha!!!i think studying for the prelims quite good ar.. i begin to realise things that i dun.. so i'm like smarter nowadaes.. but think i'll forget it soon.. muahahahhaha!!!so sianniez..
hmmmz.. tml's social and bo.. haben start memorising all the crap.. like the blood shit.. the breATHING SHIT.. dunno wad intercoastal muscles or wadeva shit. hahah! think i btter run.. muahahahah!! oh.// my mohter just called to say she'll buy tutu for me.. muahahahah! so happy.. lalalalalallaalaa~~
think i better run~~~
good luck everybody... and hmmz.. me too, of course!!!! =PpP
guess this is the last entry for the next week.. until like saturday or sumthing..knowing how ill-disciplined i am.. so hmmz..so shld be next friday manz!! hahaha! see how i'll rejoice with many papers down!!hahahaha!!!so exciting!! its prelims on tuesdae!!meaning..i still haf another day to enjoy the "no scribbling mood".. muahahahah!! feleing bored.. decided to on my playlist..adn think its gone quite mad..it only plays 3 songs.. especially the remedy..wad izzit trying to say manz!hahahah! i wont worry my life away~~ muahahahhaha!!
sigh sigh!!! how i wish i can tell the world..oh..i finishes studying for everything!! i een finished doing my tys!! muahahahah! but i cant..feel so sad.. muahahah! dun feel like being online anymore.. but i still waiting for postkid to stop being irritating!! it sucks.. muahahaha! haiz...
oh..i still feel quite sad for the danr lion dance.. that mad lion rolled down.. otherwise it wld haf won first!! it's got the highest avegae manz!! wha laoz!! later they minus for rolling.. bloody hel!! it was darn good manz.. feel so sad for them.. sigh sigh!!hahahah! oh.. subjective.. blaHxz!!!
think i gtg lahz!! crazeee literature.... here i come...~
oh..meanwhile..pls pray hard for me ar..refer to the dates ar..cant rmb.. pray for those maths days.. science days.. and hmmz..everything is impt lahz.. just pray hard for everyday!! but on amaths day.. must pray the hardest ok! its the most impt!! muahahahaha!! ok ok.. thks thks ar!!! lalalalalala~
hmmmz..why is blogspot alwaes down?? very irritating lehz..wanna slap it manz.. wha laoz!! whole day down..think very fun ar.. must be high wad.. WAHT *chris's pursey thingy tt costs $12.90 horz...* shit manz!! haiz..hope it'll be back sumtime soon.. just wanna look ard.. just bored.. was just planning... or rather setting sum gaols for this prelims.. haiz.. dunno wad to aim also.. both chris and i decided to get at least a 10... muahahah! actuyally i tink its a wishful thinking on my part.. dunno if i can get tt.. obviously i hope for tt.. but sumtimes, u hafta be realistic.. haa!! on the other hand.. i tink can chris can make it..dunno why.. just gort sum gut feeling.. hmmz...*shrugs*
blahz..so bored.. oh u know wad.. its the finals for lion dance today..den later.. my whole biug family will be going to watch it lehz.. i tink its so exciting ar.. feeling so excited.. yet worried.. like which sec 4 girl.. whose prelims is 3 days later will go watch sum finals for lion dance.. den my father even was to go and eat sum steamboat.. wha laoz!! wrong timing manz.. was eating so much junk food just now..den whaaa... darn full.. den the hyatt cheesecake tastes so horrible.. haha! sorriez little children who've yet to eat their breakfast... or even pple who nber tried a cheesecake before.. hmmmz.. =X but it was quite horrible.. dunno why... sigh~
so bored so bored.. so much to do.. but dunno where to start..i'm looking at tt pile of tys at the corner of my eye...hahaha! hiyoZXz!! so manY.. gort green one, beige one.. orange one.. den gort blue one, dark blue one.. pink one!!! whaaaa... so much.. uncountable.. muahahahah!
argh!! i better go.. i mean i got to go.. hahahah!!! sianzzz~~
hmmmz..yay!!!i get to play the com for awhile..actually 'm starting to panic ar..i still gort alot of things haben complete yet...haben been doing maths.. cos i dunno how to do..den i'll just stop there..dun like to leave qns unanswered...hmmz..think i'm not determined enuff... did lit the whole day yesterday,.. and u know wad..i only did one story... the daughters of the late colonel by katherine Mansfield.. how pathetic.. but think i did it well lahz..i read every word..trying to figure out wad each word is hinting to me..hahah! deni gort a feeling Mr Farolles that gentlemen... may like Josephine Pinner...muahahahah! hope it doesnt come out for text-based..otherwise all my efforst will go down the drain... *sobzz*
oh..hope there'll be a bright round moon later ar..cos thee wasnt any yesterday..was so sad manz..i was looking out for the moon the whole of yesterday's nihgt...trying to find the moon..but it was covered by the spastic clouds..dunno how to 'siam' one lehz.. wha laoz!!! once in a year also wanna cover the moon..think wad..cant stand it.. to think they are my frens.. wha laoz!!!irritating.. muahahahah! oh.. u know every mid-autumn fest..u must eat mooncakes and pomelo.. hahahah! its a must..even my mummy agrees with me.. haha!!so we partied like crazy last night..ate mooncakes and pomelo..eat so much.. all the different brands of mooncake manz.. hahah! and she peeled one gigantic pomelo tt was soooo sweet.. like pomelo.. hahaha!obviously i prefer it chilled..so i already put it in the fridge tt afternoon.. hahahah! so shiok manz... whaaaaaa....i'm salivating.. muahahahhaha!actually i dun quite like to eat mooncakes..find them too9sweet.. but ha!!its a must to eat...summore must celebrate the cool festival and yp's burfdae!@!! so yea... must eat laot..den i went quite mad...go and channelk surf..den wha laoz.. saw on CNN channel..the LIVE thing for the 9111 memorial thingy.. wha laoz.. we were like quite affected..den hurry changed the channel manz...den haha! watch 1+1=3 den everything was ifne..w e went partying again!!! yay!!!!
haiz..studying lit now..yes..again.. odour of chrysanthemums.. quiy like the story..on how much a woman can do..and how calm and collected she was even tho her husbvand was there for her all the time. and even dead in the end..quite sad ar.. but hmmmz..nice wad.. haha!haiz...so sianz...*boohooohooo* =(
its mid autumn festival today..2nd aniversary for 911..and also syp's burfdae..feeling quite happy..wanting to celebrate..but thinking of those who lost their loved ones in tt dumb ass 911 terrorist attack..i cant help but feel sum kinda sad...but doubt it'll trouble em for a long time..cos hmmz..think i'm quite an optimkst..will get over it soon enuff... was just reading sum comments at suyoupeng.com.. den whaaa..feel so great i tell you..wha laoz..they are all praising singapore manz.. think yp's fans can really help to boost the tourism industry..hahahah! they're saying spore is a good place with powerful pple.. muahahahha! so proud of myself..and the so many other syp fans in spore..muhahahaha!
hmmmz..was watching holland V..den saw jingjing.. reminded me of my lucky phone..i believe in wad she said lehz..wad is yrs is yrs..if its not meant to be..it wun no matter wad..so i'm thinking..whaaa.i used up so much luck for this lucky draw thing..wad if my academics suffer ar..cos all the luck had been used up?!?!?!obviously i'm happy to be able to win.. but sumtimes..i just can help it lahz...=X
vexed~
muahahahahaha! know waD?!??!?!?!?!? su you peng won the asians top50 thing held by zaobao!!! hahaha! this is so cool.. all our efforts paid off i tell you... whaaaa laoz!!! you klnow syp is tt good.. heez!!! he won alot of ple ok.. though he's third lahz!! but he won so many popular grps manz. like F4, 5566.. and most importantly ENERGY!!! muahahah!! to think they haf so many fans.. their fans better go eat shit or sumthing.. muahahahah! energy became 15th ok.. i mean their fans are so smug abt everything,.,.thinking thery are the best and dunno wad shit.. now they gort 15th..i'll really see here they put their face on monday or tuesday manz.. muahahahah! think wad.. luckily syp won manz.. hiyo!!!!hahahah! syp is powerful.. hahaha!! actually its the fans lahz.. think the adults duno spent how much money.. one coupon costs 60 cents!! can u imagine?!?! wow!!!
hmmmz.. but he lost to zoe tay and sun yan zi ar.. but those 2 pple deserve it lahz..both of them singaporeanms wad.. den zoe tay.. her fan club dunno haf how many zillion housewives..den u know hoiusewives laot alot of money one..den alot of frens also.. obivously gort alot of coupons to spare..den sun yna zi is really popular wad..so hmmmz.. can lahz.. happy enuff to be in the 3rd position.. hahaha! its the same as last yr.. hahaha! quite hapopy AR.. OH.. FWAHAHAHAHAHAH!! this is another bloody good news i tell you.. omg!! u'll never believe it.. hahaha! i won a handphone from the zaobao thing.. sum motorola E365 i think...hahahah! i really won it.. we were still thnking if its all a lie or wad..cos nobody ever ind.,. den muahahahah! i won.. actually i feel quite guilty lahz..cos they coupons are not mine wad.. its pple buy one...then they no time or cant be bothered to fill it up..or busy or sumthing.. so i'm free wad.so just help lahz..en omg!! i won..dunno wad to do with it.. my father.. or everybody is not suppose to know tt i voted for such stuff..to them its quite rubishy and time-wasting.. so yah.i dunno hiow..shld i tell them..if i do, den he'll know i went to vote..den if i dun..den how am i going to keep that phone!??! crazy ar?!?!? moreover that time..he saw sum coupons..den he said:" whaa..su you peNG AR?!?!?!" den he threw it in the dustbin.. like what the hell..i picked it up of course..haiz.. dunmno lahz!!! quite fan..i'r rather not win it actually.. but i won it.. so heez!! good lahz!!hahaha!i am so happy!!*jumping for joy!!throws confetti.. streamers.. pop poppers!!!* hahahaha!!!come on.... party with me!!!!
auz..realise i'm toking rubbish..think i'll really bore everybody out.. but this is my life..boring as it is.. routined life.. not fun!! i still wanna go escape!!!escape..wait for me..dun close down k.. i'll die iof u really do..i need escape to escape!!!! arGHHh!!!
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hmmz.. my nephews just left my house.. can say i enjoyed yself.. but whaaa.. cant understand them manz..dunno wad they7 werre toking abt initially.. but after tt i understood everythuing.. sense of achievement!!hahaha!they're so amazed my my finding nemo bedsheets.. hahaha!hmmmz.. showed gavan a calenda of fishes.. den stupid me.. it din occur to me tt he's scared of tt sorta thing.. cos the fish has gort red eyes..den quite scary.. den ah./. he gort scared lahz.. den was really scared!! he din even dare to cum to my room after tt.. luckily he gort over it after i hid it.. so yah..its still underrneathe my pile of books and tys.. hahaha! he's quite timid manz.. but hmmz..kids wad.. his borther also very cute ar.. hiyo.. hahah! he's like more sensible ar.. kept aksing me to teach him how to write.. den he wrote 9 as P.. hahaha! i was trying to tell him its the other ay.. denfater like half an hiur, he finallg gort it.. sense of achievement again.. hahaha!! now they're on their way back.. tink i'll miss them.. muahahahahah!!
actually before they came, i was darn darn darn pissed with my life.. hahahah! or my father lahz.. actually i still am.. he din allow me to go out.. he went to play tennis the day befire.. so he came home late..i wrote him a niote asking if i can go out..i wen tot bed with so much hope of going out and watch poirates of the caribbean.. but wad the hell.. i woke up disappointed.. saw tt note on my table..and whaaa.. i saw a big "bu ke yi" there.. tt's not all.. he cancelled out everythiung dat i wrote.. as thugh they were all wrong.. wad the hell.. cancell for wad..
in tt fit of anger.. i tore it up.. and he saw it.. he stared at me.. but like i care.. i just walked away..
went to the kitchem to get my breakfast..den i watched tv lahz.. watched for like awhile only k.. the moment i finished my burger.. which is not tt slow.. like maybe 20mins.. he came and stood in front of me"hey..u no exams ar?go and study lahz..watch tv? dun waste yr time.." den he walked to the tv and off it.. like wad the hell.. tink it sonly like 10+.. cos there's still wan quan yu le.. wha laozx.. i just woke up not long ago can.. wha laoz.. so irritating.. hate it when pple tell me wad to do.. like i know my limikts.. i know wad i'm doing..i dun need u to worry abt me.. i dun need u to teach me wad to do at this point of time.. i know when i need to study.. i know.. i really do..
haiz.. so i wen tto my room and stared fr half an hour.. hahaha !I was thinking.. u dun let me go out wad.. if i were to go out.. i wun be studying also.. so i just stared tt and complained to myself.. was just scribbling sum shit on the rough piece of paper.. trying to went my frustrations ar.. hahaha! it kinda helped lahz.. after tt i cooled down.. thot abt it..decided not to waste my time actually i mean here's no point even if i'm watsing my time ther.e.i gort nothing to do also wad.. so haiz.. i just wrote notes for social.. hmmmz.. my notes like very nice when i'm anbgry.. hahaha! i realised..muahahahah!maybe i hsld be angry everyday..den can be nice and efficient manz.. but who wants to be angry all the time'? not me.. i wanna be happy ar.. i'm serious.. wads life when u're gloomy and all that!?!?!
was trying to complete my blood chpt..its so darn long... cant stand it.. but i guess i hafta finish it sumhow sumday..so i tried to do with my efficiency and bootiful handwriitng ar..den hiyo..tyook to long manz!!! cant stand it..i haben even finish it now lehz.. was playing with my nephews..they're really so cute... hmmmz..i'll conitnue later lahz.. just feel like blogging now.. hmmmz.. heard the top50 idols thing, syp gort good results!! i hope manz.. tink its tml.. hmmmz..prasy hard manz.. hope they'll print correctlky.. like no typo errors or wad.. esp his name.. hmmmz.. or maybe they canhaf a typo error if syp din get top 5 lahz.. muahahahhaha! =PpP
a pic taken at syp's burfdae party on 7h Sept...
hmmz..its a school hol today.. for opne week.. but i;m suppose to be studying lahz.. i on the com so tt i can on my playlist..but everything's so tempting.. so i just connected.. and whaaa..so many emails.. so i checked..den later pple start to tok to me..so fine...i'm online..so just play for awhile lahz...i aim to be off the com at 1pm.. sigh-
wen tfor the netball carnval yesterday.. we nearly gort into the semi's ok.. wha laoz!!but think my juniors really did a good job manz..whaaa..esp serena ar.. my newest idol manz!!wha laoz!! she's really darn good ar.. she caught and intercepted dunno how many zillion balls..den she gort skills one manz.. any loose balls, she'll get it no matter wad..its like whaaaaa.. but actually chia tsun also darn good manz..wha laoz!!!!everybody did quite a good job yesterday lahz.. but hmmz.. no determintaion.,.so everything failed i guess..otherwise we cld haf won.. hahah! din much regret going for the netball carnival.. its qyuite fun lahz..except its quite boring when there's no games.. and sum irritating juniors will try and be funny and try 2 start a convo..or just keep aksing me why am i laffing to yself.(obviously i'm laffing at them or sumthing..i'm nmot so silly tt i can really laff to myself..or maybe ok..i do)or telling us how many sandwiches they eat and eating tt alphabits all byu themselves and not sharing.. and trying to action our close fren or snatch the ball form us when we're shootinf for fun.. like escuise me.u can shoot during yr trainings or wad.. we dun haf trainings anymmore k!!!!grrrrr! oh.. i tink juring has gort a weird smell.. like chaota chocolate which is quite smelly..duno why.. choc are uppose to be nice..but those in jurong is quite weird.. my father says its not choc.. its chicken shit.. hmmmz..*shrugs*
eh..dun feel liek blogging anymmore..just wanna sleep ar..shitz.. sleep again..woke up at 11 lehz.. bloody shit.. hiyOo!! fine fine.. i'll go bathe again..ts the second time today already lehz!! hiyo..so shitti!! cant stand it~ grrRrRr!!
oh..shld i help my mummy vacuum and mop the floor? shitz..i cant decide.. i'll look at the secoind hand again.. odd-yes, even-no hahahah! ok ok..deal..
hope i wun haf too much posts above this one.. cos i'm suppose to be studying ar..
concerns my future...
but why it doesnt cum to my mind always??
sigh--
hmmmz..just came back from vs's conert..can say tt i'm quite disappointed lahz..the audience totally sucked..think they're too rowdy..its good to haf tt school spirit lahz..but i mean know when to do it, and when not to lahz uh..there were like jeering..and all those performaces ..like maybe the play..it wasnt properly done..so there was like no claps.. the choral speaking part especially..tink we were the only few tt were clapping..haiz..dunno lahz..everything was not properly done..think ferly's fren's the best lohXz! really..as in.. really..he's really good..haha!hmmmz..the most disppointing and irritating part is the 'feedback' made by the principal manz...wad the shit..he was kinda looking in our direction and saying to the boys sumthing like: i think i'm not quite happy with the presence of young ladies in the audience..den dunno wad.. it only fgoes to show tt my boys are sociable..but i tink u boys shld know that they shld haf their own time and study or sumthing..like trying to say we're influencing his boys izzit..i mean the girls werent even misbehaving..its the boys le..if mrs sng were to be ther.e.tink she'll just faint..we're already quite bad to her.. and i wonder wads tt.. hahah!aniwaez..back to the point..think that man there shldnt haf said that in front of so many guests lahz..i mean we're giving them face to go to their school thing..and we paid k..tink wad..i mean if u wan it to be strictly for yr OWN school boys..den say so lahz...dun wait till we're there to support yr boys den u say tt of us.. like we so desperate like that.i mean ok lahz..sum of them are.. like the grp of crescent girls in fornt of us.. they were making so much noise.. waving to the boys on stage.. and they like the head prefect ar..squealing away..tink wad...wanted to kick their chairs lohz..wha laoz..please lahz..they were in school u..and to think they behaved that way..wad a disgrace!!!back to the point..he was toking to his boys.. and looking into our direction..actually looking at us lahz.. what the shit..we werent even doing anything.. maybe they think we're frens with those crescent girls ar..oh please!hiyah..just feel quite disturbed by him lahz.. really..how can he say that? as a principal f a school..shldnt u haf sum kind of class and not say such things in a school thing like eldds..its too much...
haha!oh..walked ard the school...think the school's darn nice..thnk i can camp here for 1 week and not get bored..can just saty at the boring eco pond for 1 whole day..waiting for that gigantic chime to make sum noise..hahah!but apparently it doesnt..we sat there for 10 mins..not a single sound was made...maybe there was just no wind..or the chime went mad..wanted to go up to the 7th level for the sea view..but after tt irritating man..he completely foiled my mood..so just wanted to get out of tt place..thnk the school's really nice..but maybe the pple shld do sumthing abt their attitudes ar.. wha laoz.. oh yah..passed by the lift..and reminded me of the ms devi incident.. how cum she cant take the lift? i still dun understand.. sigh-... wonder how everything works...
hiyah..just feel that the ocncert is really so disorganised..we rushed all the way there as its supposed to start at 7.. but at 715, they din even let us in.. and the crowd control was really..we were wondering where all the prefects were...den hiyo..there were no ushers and directions or wad..we were like lost..hahah! haiz..enuff of tt lahz..eh..just saying ar.no offence..=)
went starbucks after that.. drank rhumba..think its been quite long since i drank tt..hahaha! actailly it tastes quite horrible lehz..dunno why..too long nber drink already..hahah! den luckily i bought the venti one..cos my father was quite pissed tt i was late lahz..den he nearly got boooked or sumthing.. luckily i gort the starbucks..i gave it to him..den he was too busy drinking so cant scold me lahz..he was showing off his skills..he drove with one hand..den hiyo..so dangerous ar..cos the road is qite curvy..but he insisted tt he can do it..with 28 yrs of experience and duno wad..he's quite mad today..hahaha!show off!
yay..toking to lerjun now..its been long since we did tt ar..feeling so great!!hahaha!lerjun is still so mad..hahah! mad chomp..tink she's so stressed abt art..if i were her, tink i cant take it.. the qns are so weird..i wun be able toi make it lohz.. like illusions, loneliness, furnishings, explosions, fish eye view and packaged or sumthing..like so chim..and hard to express... poor art girls.. hiyo.. =S
feelin so mad now..feel like sleeping..but also dun..weird feeling..my stomach's rumbling..hiyo..how how.. maybe i shld go and sleep soon..hahaha!oh..my house like palace..so much food to eat..my cousin and auntie bought so much food manz..but i scared to go out.. later gort lizards..i'll just die there..hahah!shit shit..~ gRrrRR!
in greece..
just came back form physics practs.. its totally horrible.. and terrible.. arGH!! i did everything wrongly ar.. i moved the pins which i'm not supposed to.. wha laoz.. this is crazy!! then all the answers tt i get dun tally manz.. its so stupid.. dunno lahz.. thot physics's the easiest.. but it turned out to be the worst.. cos i din even get anything similar to my frens' answers.. hahaha! so shittified.. hmmmz..dunno how.. not say my papers very good also.. mad manz.. how!??!?! prelims lehXz! shitz... hafta study extra hard for the papers i guess.. hiyah.. dunno lahz.. so irritating.. everything is so screwed ar.. den how to go jc like tt? hiyo.. mad one lehXz! wha laoz..!! gRrRrRrrr!!
today's car ride is cool.. saw this mother squating down early in the morning so that she can let her son sit on her lap.. how touching.. i was so touched..not the crying sort of course.. just felt sumthing.. i hope the son is nice to her..toehrwise the morher so poor thing.. like my mummy.. my brother bullies her and shouts at her everyday.. sumtimes i'l shout at him and make things worse.. so nowadaes i just mind my own business.. but he's really shitty.. den say a little brown dog.. actually not little lahz.. quite big.. it was prancing abt by the pavement.. den was running running.. so cute ar.. the brown's so nice.. the nice silky brown..its just a stray.. but why izzit so clean..*shrugs* saw one ah ma hugging her husband on the motorbike..its those lovey hug.. u know wad i'm toking abt? hahah! den i gort stomachache.. so din look ard.. till i reach school ar.. saw this girl..tink sec1.. she gort a huge plaster under her cheek..wonder wad happened.. Mr Jega said sumthng abt half-listening.. felt so guilty.. so i tried to listen.. but din catch any ball.. haha! stupid* went for practs. oh no.. i smses in the foyer.. hahaha! so daring ar..to ask chris if i needa wait for her..hahaha! so stupid.. offed my phone and gave it to Koh Lai Fong.. she went mad.. she gort pissed bvecos sammie was throwing paper balls at weili and vice versa.. haha! den she mumbled sumthing like maybe she shld just cinfuiscate all the phones for one mth..i nearly killed her at tt time.. of course i didnt.. cos she wun lahz.. went the horrible practs.. gort quarantined for half an hour.. came out.. saw tt sec1 girl.. but the plaster was gone..there were no wounds.. haha!collected h/p.. the pple in the office all so rude one.. how can school staff be so pathetic..dislike kc more.. went outta school at 10:45 with a bag full of books cos there's english compo exam tml..saw that same brown dog outside school.. it was peeing..and ran away to the bus stop.. when i reached the hus stop.. i was running away again.. crossed the road.. ran back in the opposite direction.. maybe backl to my house again.. hahaha! so weird manz!! everything's so crazy!!hahah! den took 55.. avisha and jiayan can look so scary and stern when they dun smile.. i was quite shocked.. cos jiayan is always so happy.. but when she din smile.. she looked so fierce.. really.. darn fierce.. avisha also..hahaha!a smile matters so much.. reached home at 1130... 45 mins to go hme.. tt's quite afst. but i waited for 72 for quite long lehz.. *shrugs*
shitz.. its pouring!! argHh!! no..... i hafta close all the windows again.. alone!?!?!? argHh!! dun wan.. later lizards scamper in.. shit shit..
my father's socks are kinda wet.. heez.. too bad..it'll dry later.. how can i just wash one pair of socks? and its just rain.. nvm lahz uh.. i'm just stalling time ard here.. cos my show only starts at 1.. heez.. sum forensic show.. SOng Ci.. haha!i thnk that girl is quite pretty now... i used to thnk she's not pretty..just ok.. but she;s like getting prettier..haha.. she's quite 'deh'.. haha! cant stand it...
yay!! its 1253.. by the time i post all the pics..it'll be 1300.. so....
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from greece.. think a few mths ago.. hahah! his hair is quite ugly.. haha! =X and he nber shave properly.. quite gross.. he looks so troubled..-sigh-
hmmmz...i din go to school today!! its ythe first time in my life tt my father actually allowed me to not go school.. kinda amazing for a playful person like me..hahah! but aniwaez..yah..its my first time.. hehz!! din tink it'll happen actually.. but its happening now at the moment.. so hehXz! feeling so great!!suppose to be studying double the hard.. btu things are not happening this way..hahah! just online slacking.. looking for things to download.. hahahah! i'm on irc now.. just downloading songs with interesting titles..hahaa! so exciting..
woke up at 0830 lehz.. but i woke up at 0600 automatically..its like sum kinda bio clock..i cldnt sleep till ard 0630.. there's like no difference if i were to go to school..hahaha!so stupid.. but ha.. i was feeling so great tt i can laze ard early in the morning.. den i was actaully kinda smiling to myself..hahaha! went quite mad... saw JuLes's message.. but was kinda lazy to reply.. hahaha! so weird.. zaobao dun haf the results today.. bloody shit..dunno why.. maybe syp's too good this week.. then the duno how to phrase it nicely.. so they din publish..muahahahaha! i'm bulllshitting...blahXz!!
physics practs tml..dunno wad to do..i'm just studying heat at the mement..dunno for wad.. just study for the exams..haha!so irritating.. hope its easy tml.. like ask me reflection and and all tt.. hahaha! i mean tt one can cheat one.. but the rest i dunno hhow to cheat... muahahahah! oh.. ask me electricity also.. i love to connect manz.. hahaha! tink it runs in the genes.. hahaha! love it manz!!they better gimme sumthing cool.. muahahahaha!^___^
oh.. help me pray hard tt my father will allow me to zhao school again.. i mean when there's a first... the rest will be fine ritez?!?! muahahahah!=P
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whaaaa..dunno if its true..
school was pathetc today.. i drank 2 cups of milo tt caused me a stomachache early in the morning.. like shit.. wha laoz..my sister lahz.. she gort stomachache..den whaa..her milo poisoned me manz!!aniwaez..it was a bootiful morning.. i woke up with much energy lehz..first time in dunno how many months.. its been long since i can wake up so easily.. school was quite horrible.. everything went mad.. the titration which i'm usually quite confident of was bullshiut.. everybody gort 19.0.. and i gort 19.7.. whaaaa.. cool eh..dunno lahz..dunno wad went wrong also.. like shit.. my moles was correct surprisingly.. but i answered wrongly.. like shit again.. for QA.. whaa.. i managed to get Iodide lehz.. but ha.. i bullshitted and wrong bullshit for the rest of the answers.. but once again..who knows.. i may be correct.. maybe their pale yellow wasnt pale enuff.. hahaha!manz.. *tsk tsk*
reached home at 1330h.. and gave my mother a shock..hahah! she thot i was sum thief cos i went to open the door for her..hahah! she jumped manz.. hahah!quite exciting ar.. can be home so early and sit ard and rot.. heezx. dunno if i shld go to school tml.. shld i just ask or shld i lie and say there';s no school? i know my father wun allow. but maybe if he's in a gd mood, he may allow manz.. dunno lahz.. bloody hell.. i dun wan to go to school..tink its a pure waste of time..but if i were to stay at home, i'll rot the whole time.. wake up late.. watch tv for awhile and all tt..if only i can get more detrmined to study.. tink i better be.. ahahaha! shitz manz!! tink i better get off the cvom and study ar.. no more time.. suppose to start doing tys next week.. meaning i hafta complete my chpts by this week.. whaaaa.i sound like i'm so pro.. but actuyally i'm not.. muahahahah! *guilty*
its teachers' day today.. burt never am i gonna wish tt lim shit.. hahah! was just bored and staring at my phone..wanted to just sms her..but yikes..i dun wan.. disgusting..why wish her when she's so insensitive abt wad her girls feel and we hafta be so nice to her.. bleagh!! she can just carry on being insensitive and being a bad teacher.. lim shit..u deserve it.. tho i wonder if the rest aready smsed you..
hmmz..its a holiday today!! so exciting!!hahah! but its suppose to be for me to study lahz..cant stand it.. there's cyhem practs tml.. but i'm caring more for my amaths than anything else in the whole..feeling so sick of it..but its geetting easier each time..wonder if i'm getting good or the papers are just getting easier.. sigh! there's chem pract tml.. there's quite alot to memorise i guess..but i dunno how to go abt doing it.. hmmz.. hope they give sumthing cool and easy tml..i dun wanna fail my chem ar.. tt's pathetic.. heez..
i realise tt the latest syp cd cant be copied..hahah! its darn good.. i tried to be a pirate and copy all the stuff into my com, but it doesnt work manz..hahahah! its so good! i hope all the cds will be like tt ar.. then there will be no piracy.. muahahahahah! all the pirates will just die.. they'll hafta eat one another..soon they'll be extinct.. hahaha!
oh..my sister said tt in another 1000 years time...everything will die out.. den earth will be barren and dunno wad..den dinosaurs will appear again.. its like a cycle.. hahahah! so cool ar.. hahah! dne all the dinos out there..so cool...den everything will start all over again.. cool manz.. actually i kinda believe lehz.. haha! its like whoa.. maybe the present earth is the 10th time of the cycle already!hahaha! coolio manz.. or maybe there's another solar system in the universe.. ike there's another earth.. then in tt earth.. there's another person exactly like you..doing the same thing as you kinda thing.. actually i tink everything's darn amazing ar..
arrrrrrrr-mazing!!!
Reducing Disappointment
Many of us are not living with as much joy as we should because of
disappointment. And there is no end to the number of things which can
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us disappointment. So how can we reduce disappointment and increase the
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When reality falls short of our expectations, we experience
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The two crucial factors in the equation here are "reality" and
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found
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